Accident: PART 2

What is it about the ranting and raving that causes us to pause and comment and throw in our two cents.
I realize that when i look in the mirror and hear my thoughts i do nothing but when i see people put those same thoughts on paper i start to encourage them
so here is the question i am asking

why can't i just encourage myself
why do i have to wait until someone else is hurting for the promises to kick in and the advice to come pouring in.

So yeah, the accident on Saturday not a biggy considering that things could have been a whole lot worse, so the previous rant was just made up to get a reaction.

i apologize

but i won't lie, the moment my car hit her's while i was jamming to Kurt Carr's In the Sanctuary, the thought did occur to mii but fortunately this time around i was surrounded by this cute adorable guy named Carlos and later by Junior on the phone that when i actually got around to thinking about the situation, it was empty anger, empty hurt.
i was just blah.

what makes this so ironically beautiful was that the Preacher guy had just given us Rom 8:28 from a different angle, not the angle of good things will happen but the view of that he loves us and in the end it will all work out eventually.
hell can fall but u get to choose how u would react
and earlier about 1 hour before the preacher guy i had just ended my uncle's sabbath school class by saying
look the Israelites are whiners but it isn't a question of whether or not we are in a better position than they are instead it is what happens each day.

The question we should be asking is will God eventually stop testing us and just accept our decision or is this another step to the top of this mountain, another step to bring us closer to him
and i felt good to school these grown up christians who mostly double my age

and then BAM accident and all the beautiful christian thots and theological musings are staring at mii and my damage trunk.

anyways sha: i will post this tomorrow after u have had a minute more like a day to enjoy my initial mental reaction

goodnight PS: school is kicking my behind and i have about 10 days left in it but december is about getting back to the things that matter and not the things we just do to keep our lungs full of air and our wallets full

3 comments:

akaBagucci said...

oh well.. i refrained from commenting on he last post.. because it seemed like it was in transition....

God speed on the school stuves mehn.. It could be worse as you note!

Kafo said...

true so true

disgodkidd said...

aha!